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dont cry because its over, SMILE because it happened.
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JessicaMedeiros
AGE 13 bitches. get @ me (; SEX im a male -.- bitch. I LIED, FEMALE :)
BACKROUND PORKCHOP to the fullllest (L)
LIKE fooood! && cake, choclate milkshakes.. yum, VERONICA AUREUS (L) annnd, that chick sandy nonna.
I don't
i love you?
"i love you."
and its not like you say it to one person,
but you say it to everyone.
And if you actually did love that first person you told that to
im pretty sure you would still have him on your mind,
and he could still make you smile,
and you would get that exact feeling you did the first time
you saw him.
You asked me what to do,
and i told you loud and clear.
if you dont recall me telling you,
i would suggest you shut the fuck up
and listen when people talk to you
cause this is bullshit.
and when people start talking again
dont come crying to me..
infact dont come to me at all.
im done with your shit
and everything you put me through.
sisters? hell no.
bestfriends? i will never let you get that close to me again.
friends? nothing close to it.
"iloveyou" you say that to everyone
and you have your fun days, but in the end you leave that person hanging
so this is me telling my last goodbye.
"i love you"
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 - 3:25 PM
):
"hes inlove", insted that was the exact opposite.
But because Payton had loved Lucas, and he didnt love her back,
she vented to her friend (Hailey)
Hailey brought Payton to the roof top, and started to throw
water balloons onto cars. And, so.. Payton tried it.
This was how payton felt better about herself,
this was the only way she could smile,
but even then she wasnt fully healed.
as for me, I write.
I guess I write cause not many know.
Not many know what i went through..
nor do many know how i feel.
I have close friends,
just I dont say to much.
I have a few bestfriends..
But even then,
I dont matter to much
I dont know who to trust anymore.
Do you know the saying,
"If you want something bad enough, you'll get it"?
In my belif, thats total bullshit.
cause some arent as lucky as others.
Belive me when i say,
"I wanted someone more then you'll ever know."
because it's true.
And not only did i not get that someone,
but that person lied to me, left me hanging,
but after he lead me on.. there I was in my room,
once again.
Because i fell for it once more.
I was heart broken, i cried for weeks.
I love how he made me feel.. and even to this day
I get that feeling,
just like I did the first time I met him.
And to this day, I still remember our first words.
me: I like your hat ! (smile)
him: THANKYOU! (huge smile)
After that I added him on msn, we started talking,
we started to flirt, then.. I told him how i felt.
We stopped talking for two months.
You can say I was "depressed".
Lately, Im not in the mood to talk, to smile,
to have fun, nor to laugh.
I miss him, our talks, and jokes.
And i still remember the dance.
We danced to crushed, we made jokes.
After that, i thought that was our song was "crushed"
Until he started dancing with his new girlfriend to "our song"
8months.
Its now 8 months.. it represents how long i loved him for
but it also represents how long i've known him.
Yes, btw i do belive in love at first sight.
like Payton he now "hates me"
but unlike Payton and Lucas
they ended up together.
and thats something I never figured out how to do.
Sunday, January 17, 2010 - 6:42 PM
sandynonna
i honestly love her to death. & she deserves the best birthday ever.
when shes 19, we shall be drinking ;D
what a good way to start off the new year :)
annnnyways.
we have been through a lot
and she is leaving in june.
now, i cant promise we are still going to be bestfriends
cause i doubt that
but me & her will still talk ;D
anywhore, we got STALKED together okay ?
scariest shit of liffe
love you bestfriend
teeheeee <3
HAPPY14TH BIRHTDAY
Saturday, January 16, 2010 - 9:25 PM
hattttter ;D
i was pmsing. but lalala anyways ;
um yeah .. tehe
basically people are really fucked, concidering
they think they own others.
like honestly piss me off.
i shall do some cussing on monday with
my cussing buddy.
cause really,
that chick has a spazz attack when somebody talks
to him. so shutup, honestly
you have obssession problems.. its not good ( Y ) aha.
now stop talking shit about my friends,
kthanks.
have fun on monday
beeeeetch.
Friday, January 15, 2010 - 7:09 PM
ma mother<3
ksoo;
i love Veronica Aureus! :D
a loooot,
shes my mother, AND shes the best.
and im going to love her forever and ever and ever
because shes fixing my lovely blog that your on at the moment,
and because, youknow..
ITS HER :)
FOR SHUUURE FOR SHURE! ;)
alrighty bigggas,
im off this,
dont forget,
LINK this damn blog up you hoes.
of Veronica will KILL YOU :P
i love Veronica Aureus! :D
a loooot,
shes my mother, AND shes the best.
and im going to love her forever and ever and ever
because shes fixing my lovely blog that your on at the moment,
and because, youknow..
ITS HER :)
FOR SHUUURE FOR SHURE! ;)
alrighty bigggas,
im off this,
dont forget,
LINK this damn blog up you hoes.
of Veronica will KILL YOU :P
now, fuck me (:
@
kaaay, bye!
- 1:41 PM
roughtimes?
it kind of seems like everything i do now
affects me in every way.
someone had once told me
"somebody has it worse"
and she's right.
this is life though
you have to go through all the bad stuff
to get to the good.
no matter how long it takes.
But because not many know what im going through
its hard to talk to them..
but whatever.
im just waiting for the day when things get better
cause the last fun day i had
was camp muskoka info night,
and that was near september.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 - 6:41 PM
"who i used to be"
Then again thats in the list of options i dont want to do..
It doesnt take a lot for me to cry, but this just isnt me. I started to cry but not for 1O minutes, nor fifteen minutes, or 2O. How about longer then an hour each night?
This started on Monday & i have a feeling it's going to go past June,
until i forget until... im forgotten.
I dont want to forget them, they changed me, I got stronger..
It's hard to think im going to be forgotten from the ones who gave me hope, and love, they created who i am now.
Because, you see once they take off to highschool
their new expierence's and adventures will begin
& their new memories which will kick out the old ones.
I'm going to be left behind, all alone, in the dust basically.. I have to let them go,
I'm sure ill forget during summertime but when school starts back up again,
Ill remember them, the memorys, their faces.
I mean, you cant hide what you know will happen. It's pointless.
6 more months I have, 6 more moths until they leave, 8 more months till im forgotten,
and it will be never until i forget my memorys with them.
Next year there will be the "clicks", like every year.
The joks, the bullies, the popular, the loners, the beaten..
Try the one who got left behind, who LIVED to meet them, the one who never moved on.
Everytime i walk in the halls next year, Ill remember how everyday I used to see them,
and be happy once more.
They make my day. It's all up to myself next year, and im scared..
Ill tell you one thing "those people" are the best thing that ever happend to me.
'I wont forget any of it; the laughs, play fighting, when they made my day, guy talks, taylor lautner talks, epic hugs, going out for lunch, haning out on weekends or P.A days, talking on the phone, learning new things, the dances, recess's, our shit talking, and the friendship(s) i had, which taught me who my real friends were in the end. I'll miss you, and everything; I promise you.
But mostly the person I could say "i used to be" when i was with them.
Monday, January 11, 2010 - 1:55 PM
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