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i la la la looove veronicaaureus.
&& i hate sandy nonna<3
dont cry because its over, SMILE because it happened.
BE KIND OR THE EAGLE WILL ATTTTTACK YOU! D:

yeah..

Today i talked to a friend.. one of the two who arent ignoring me.. aha. and i asked him who he likes for you know, conversation?
he said "i like myself, doesnt everyone?" without even thinking i said "really? cause i dont like myself.."
not cause im a bad person, just i dont have one close friend who actually believes me, none at all. I dont know why, I told them millions of times I didnt say that, yet they refuse to believe me.
I would never do that. Ever. All my so called friends turned their backs on me, i dont have a single soul who i can turn to other the sandy.. but shes gone to highschool. as for now, i dont now what im doing or anything, i cant skip school forever, and i cant hide from it all, why wont the believe me? :( as wet drops fall down for my face I wonder if it will ever be okay again.
I just want to move away, or even get hurt and get rushed to emergency.. I know that sounds wrong, but sometimes i just wonder if people will ever care, or ever believe me.
im not a liar, i didnt say that. Honest truth, I didnt. Now everyones mad at me, and i have nobody.. I'm having a hard time with everything, i hate my life so much and i really want to escape from it all, from everything. My past doesnt determine my future i know i did some pretty terrible things in my life but nobody can get past what i did.
So, im sorry for anything you think i've done. but just because you all think i did something i didnt im not going to apologize to get on your good side, and when you all come back.. if you do, ill know the time i needed you the most you werent there for me.
cause im having a pretty ruff time. nobdy notices, but they sawme cry they know im hurt, they think i lied..
Well, everyone has a label a whore, the jock, the nerd, &me Oh, well im that girl who's a "liar" the "loner" the one that misses her bestfriends in grade 9. < thats what people see me as, but obviously nobdy notices or cares, cause if you did you would listen to my side of the story..

Thursday, September 30, 2010 - 1:47 PM